Today has been rough to say the least. My mom was admitted to the hospital today and the babies are not taking it well since we live with grandma and grandpa. A & J just don't understand why they can't see grandma and it has caused a riot in the house. With talk of surgery I'm at a loss for what to do to help them understand. Grandma won't be coming back right away and they're rather attached to her.
With my own mixed emotions I feel like everything is whirling out of control. I worry about my mom because she has a lot of health problems which unfortunately run in our family. I don't want to lose my mom and I don't feel like the greatest mom myself because I can't seem to explain these things to my children. When I'm upset, they ask what's wrong and I honestly don't know what to tell them. Chaos has plagued our household since my mother has been gone, not only do I feel out of control but I feel helpless.
My step father works, leaving me and my uncle who is also not in the greatest health to talk to and take care of my very upset siblings as well as my own children. I don't know how much more I can take...Any advice from my wonderful readers would be great.
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